i thought no one is reading this blog anymore. surprise! surprise!

hay.... actually i am not in the mood for writing today, i just felt oblige to write something because one of my friends told me that he is still reading my blog for updates about my life. so here goes nothing.

today is the day where i felt i have worked 72 hours and read 1000 tongue twisters! but actually i had only 4 hours and 9 tongue twisters for the day! man! i am so tired! maybe i just missed him so much. i missed him without me telling him.

he frequently complains how insensitive i am. he would text me first thing when he wakes up. i would text him when he already text me! Buwahahahahaaha! Then he would always remind me not to skip meals and i would just say ok. though before he fell for me, he already knew that i am a brat, he didnt expect that i would be so dense and damn insensitive.

actually i really wanted to tell him how much i missed him even we just saw each other yesterday. i also wanted to text him every chance that i can get. its just that something is stopping me. if i make him feel that i am crazy over him, he might feel so secure that he will just take me for granted. so i end up being the nasty one and kept him unsure and hanging.

maybe destiny or fate is just nice to me to let me find a guy like him.