A week before Christmas and I havent made my shopping yet. There's so little time for me left. I've written letters for people close to me, so whether they receive a gift for me or not they will know I remember them this Holiday Season.
To Aira, Hanah, Mavic, Kaye and Acoy,
I' sorry I haven't visited you in school, I am "busy" arranging my life. I missed you and I wish to see you soon. One of these days I will visit you and I have so much to tell you. Dami kong updates. I really missed you guys!!
Enjoy your Christmas and Happy Holidays!
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To Lenie, Ice, Rio, Tem and Lanie,
Hey guy! Its been months since we last update on each other's life. Uy! Belated happy birthday to Lenie!!! Ako na ang susunod ah! Mga pare gift ko!!! Meron na ba tayong lovelife diyan???
Merry Christmas!!!! I Missed All Of You!
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To Dheton,
Eight years….eight long years, still postponed? Hehehehe! Don't worry I promised I will be there on your wedding. Promised me that you will introduce me to Mr. Coke, ok? Good luck on your new life and Happy Holidays!
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To Nal,
Ei! Cool phone!
Its’s Christmas time and as usual, we will be spending Christmas without a boyfriend. Sixteen years… and we have endured each other’s company! I would mind spending another 16 years with you. Thank you for sharing with me your friendship. Pag nagkaboyfriend ka-----magpapinom ako!!!
Merry Christmas!
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To Jane, Mich, Crisalee and Clint,
I really enjoyed the time we’ve spend together. I wish you will be happy. I treasure all the times we are together. You guys really made me happy! It was fun hanging out with you.
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To Jay,
Oi! Tol! Taknaydu mo, magtinu na ka ngening pasku! Hehehe! Balu ku kalyan mu ku ngeni, pero ala kung pegsisyan ketang gewa ku. Mas proud ku ngeni keng sarili ku. Kasi pwedi ku palang maging maganaka keng taung ali ku kakilala.
Thanks sa friendship! Tol mimingat ka!
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To Marnelle,
I know that you don't regularly read my blog and I know that you are busy with you work but I thank you for taking time to talk to me. You just don't know how much you make me smile.
I’m sorry if you think that I don't trust you. But that has nothing to do with me not trusting you, its just that I wasn't ready to be myself yet. You know that I was still mending my life and that I need time to be alone. I appreciate your effort to make me smile.
Tuwing sinusumbatan mo ako dahil hindi kita natatawagan pag nasa Manila ako, eh napapangiti ako. Because you make me feel that I am being cared for. I envy you because you were given the chance to see and sing with Christian Bautista in a wedding, and thanks for inviting me.
One of these days babawi din ako sa iyo. Good luck on your new career and hope to talk to you soon! I may not directly say it but I am more than glad whenever I would talk to you.
Happy holidays!
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To Audrey and Anne,
Before I was a really insecure girl. Though I know God blessed me with many things, I am still insecure because I was used to be referred as the 'kambal’s friend' though I never regret a moment being your friend I was still hoping that I would get out from your shadow and make a mark of my own. When I was in college, I did.
But your friendship humbles me, whenever we are together, I don't feel insecure anymore. But I still want to remember when I was still referred to be 'just your friend', because for me it was rewarding to be just associated with you more so to be your friend.
I am not a perfect person. I am mean, boastful, opinionated, and judgmental. With all the things that made other people go away, thank you for being here for me. Though we are miles away, I thank you for still keeping the communication lines open. For updating me with the things that are happening to you. Thanks for the friendship.
Auds: Thank you for the endless support that you are giving me. For giving me the nice postcards and thank you for all the things you've done for me. I really missed you and I hope you will be happy.
Anne: Sorry if I offended you with all the things that I have said. You will always be dear to me. I hope you find your happiness there.
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