Wednesday, June 03, 2009
my telenovela
As a married woman and a mother I am now seeing the world clearly now. It took me an unprepared parenthood and unplanned marriage to fully understand what the world is telling me.
I used to be so idealistic about life and what it would bring. I can compare my life to all the Asian telenovelas I have watched. Life is simple to live but hard to understand, yes the irony. I am like the heroine in a Filipino series, a simple, hardheaded girl who is trying to make her way out of this crazy and unfeeling world. Then I ended up being torn between two guys. The first one is the perfect kind-hearted guy who would always protect you and be your knight in shining armor. The second one is a pig who thinks he is better than anyone else but who is willing to give up everything for the love of his life and who will love her to destruction.
If you will be asking me whom I choose of course, I should have the first guy right? But just like the drama series, I ended up with guy number two. No matter how our minds would want us to choose guy one, we still head for guy two. For guy to is an addiction to us, the thrill of being with someone so bad for your health yet you keep on wanting him more. The more it gets worse the more you wanted to be with him. It’s like narcotics to your blood, like tattoo to your skin. As the pain grows stronger the more you feel ecstacy.
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