When I went back to Marikina to look for a job, I noticed that my stuff are in a not so organized arrangement, so after going on my job interviews I decided to clean my stuff. My letter box was full of letters that I recieved from friends when I was still in high school and til' college. It was really full that my new letters are just in an old folder.

I read my letters one by one and I relived the memories during the time when they were given to me. Some of those letters spoke of friendship, some about long time friends who still keeps in touch and others are about sorry and forgiveness.

But as I gave a final glance over my new letters, I decided to throw those old letters. I have fetish about letters so it was really hard for me to just throw those letters away but I have to. In order to make room for new ones, I have to give those old stuff up.

Same as with my life, I wish I could just throw all the bittersweet part of my life so that I could start anew but I know its not possible. Though I have thrown all my old letters, it doesnt mean that I have forgotten the messages written on them. They are still written in my heart. Every letter, every word, every paragraph...Every smile, every nod, every fight, every tears...they are all here...inside my heart.