Saturday, May 28, 2005
When is enough enough?
I recieve that question from a colleague. I answered him if you had enough. Well I dont have the right to answer such question especially if he is talking about a relationship in the verge of breaking up. But for me things are simple if you dont want to stay in a messy relationship no matter how long that relationship is, quit!
Sometimes things are easier done when we dont try to complicate them with so many considerations. We should always remember that no matter what we do, this is our life. And we are the one who will live it. We are the one who will get hurt when things go wrong and we are the one who will be happy when things are right....so decide for your own happiness.
12:25 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Happy Mother's Day
This is a copy of my letter to my mom, enclosed in the card I gave her. I want to share you guys what I said to my mom.
The letter goes like this:
thank you for all the sacrifices you've made for me. I know thta there are so many things that you have given up just for me. even though you may deny this, I know that I am your favorite child. not because i deserve it but i needed your attention most of the time.
when i was young, i was a very sickly child. i may not remember how you have taken care of me but what i know is that you worry for me whenever i am sick.
i may not express it always but i am thankful to the Lord that He gave me to you. no other woman can handle me with expertise the way you did.
there are times that i am wrong, but you were always on my side no matter what. thank you for always trusting my decision-makings even if i would always mess up. thank you for always believing in me, though i have failed your high hopes, you never fail to support me.
i am sorry for all the problems i have given you in the past and the problems i might give you in the future. i feel so embarrassed whenever i would let you down but you would always accept me with open arms.
i would like to promise that i will no longer give you headache but you know that with a head like mine, its not possible. i would always get in trouble no matter what. but there's one thing that i can promise, i will love you and take care of you. that is the least i can do for all the things you have done for me, for one thanks for the gift of life.
12:55 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
its been awhile
I missed writing in this blog. Maybe its the writer's block that I experienced (as sus! as if I am a real writer!) that kept me from writing in the past weeks.
This past week I played Dr. Love to 3 of my friends. I really dont know what's with the April heat that breaking sweethearts apart.
Before, when I would listen to break up stories. I would have concluded easily who's fault was it and the reason for the break up. But now... Since I have matured (daw) and gained more experiences in life I am more careful in giving advises ans stating my opinions.
To my friends whose name I wont mention, I have experienced that feeling before and its really hard to move forward without looking back. But with God's guidance everything will be alright. If love wont work then maybe its not meant to be. Time heal all wounds, no matter how deep it is. Though it will be hard to remove the scar of the past, it will serve as a reminder that you once fell lin love and got hurt. But life goes on and as you move on, leave the pain and carry the lessons of this experience.
5:25 PM