It's been a very busy month for me. Work-sleep-eat-work-sleep-eat---this is my routine since I started working. It was kinda boring but its the life I had to life. So far nothing is significantly happening to me. No lovelife, no thrilling experiences and no stories to write.

Well I have one story! I met this guy who went to the same college and same department. He was older than me but we practically finished the course at the same year. He was my petty crush when I was in college not because he was cute but because he was smart and very opinionated ( in a sense that you wont get offended when he fires his comment). He knew that I have a crush on him. Our friends are basically teasing us about it. But he would brush the silly idea off our head.

After all the heartbreak that I have been through, a little infatuation wont hurt right? Now I am wondering that am I still capable of opening my heart again? I have some crushes here in our company like my previous trainer "pekto" (my code name of him). He was really nice and pleasant. But that is all there is. Aside from being nice and pleasant, my heart is not skipping a bit whenever I would see him. So I am sometimes frustrated, because it feels so abnormal not being in cloud nine with the feeling of being inlove. I dont want to force the issue, its just that I am not getting any younger and that in two or three years time, I may be more cynical and tyrant about the whole thing.