Monday, April 24, 2006
its been a very tough year for me. "he" got married, and when i was finally over with his memories a guy came along to make me "love" him. its just that things are not gonna work for me and him. why it wont work? darn, reverse the question and i might have a couple of answers. when you are falling for the person but his past haunts you every freaking night and day, is there a chance for the two of you to be together?
when he kept saying he loves you but he cant even prove it to you and you cant even feel it....when you are still unsure whether this is all worth fighting...when you kept imagining that you will have a handful when you accept him in your life...when your insecurities about your weight bothers you alot. and when you want to quite everything that had got to do with him....but then again...you decided to stay.
tell me is it worth the fight? or i am just stupid to even think that its worth the shot?
9:34 AM