Monday, June 26, 2006
seryoso po ako
while i am placing the member on hold, some thoughts are on my mind. thoughts that i dont want to entertain, but they trying to get steal some space in my tiny brain.
1. will i ever quit my crappy job and get a normal job?
2. will i get a normal lovelife?
3. will i ever meet a normal guy?
4. will i ever have normal sleep?
5. will i ever have a normal life?
6. will i ever be normal?????
8:48 AM
i ask him....set me free.....he said no... i said pls... he said no, you promise you will wait....i said please understand i want to be happy....he said does my happiness matter to you?....then said nothing.
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to you,
i know you are reading this blog. sorry that you have to put with all my shortcomings. its your fault, you chose me ( hehehehehe!). you could have chosen a clearheaded girl....teka nga lang bat nakahalata ako....bakit sakin yung negative, eh blog ko ito!!! ulitin natin!!
i know you are reading this blog. i am sorry for myself that i have to put up with this. but i think its my fault, i could have chosen someone who is more clearheaded than you. i have a promising lovelife with other guys than be doomed in misery with you! ha! thats more like it!
mabuhay ang mga bitter sa buhay!!!
8:16 AM