Tuesday, January 23, 2007
hay.....
i thought no one is reading this blog anymore. surprise! surprise!
hay.... actually i am not in the mood for writing today, i just felt oblige to write something because one of my friends told me that he is still reading my blog for updates about my life. so here goes nothing.
today is the day where i felt i have worked 72 hours and read 1000 tongue twisters! but actually i had only 4 hours and 9 tongue twisters for the day! man! i am so tired! maybe i just missed him so much. i missed him without me telling him.
he frequently complains how insensitive i am. he would text me first thing when he wakes up. i would text him when he already text me! Buwahahahahaaha! Then he would always remind me not to skip meals and i would just say ok. though before he fell for me, he already knew that i am a brat, he didnt expect that i would be so dense and damn insensitive.
actually i really wanted to tell him how much i missed him even we just saw each other yesterday. i also wanted to text him every chance that i can get. its just that something is stopping me. if i make him feel that i am crazy over him, he might feel so secure that he will just take me for granted. so i end up being the nasty one and kept him unsure and hanging.
maybe destiny or fate is just nice to me to let me find a guy like him.

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
its been a great year for me. after my internal transfer in etelecare in the first quarter of the year, more doors have opened for me. i am now into teaching...ofcourse still about call center.

and just when i thought that this will be a bad year for my lovelife, after being left hanging by an a--hole, guess who is getting its christmas lovelife after all!?!

he is one of my students in call center training. he is part of the first class i have handled. i really dont like him at first. he too formal for my taste. but we became friends. we would exchange text messages until 4am. its not long until he told me that he liked me and i also told him i liked him.

until now, we are enjoying what we have. we date, we argue, we laugh (most of the times), we talked about our family, friends and everything worth and not worth talking about.

he doesnt mind that i am an inch taller than him, he doesnt even mind that he became my student. one thing i like about him is he treat me like a normal girl. this is the first time that a guy liked me and is never bothered with my personality. he reprimands me whenever i need it. he baby talked with me whenever i am close to crying.

we argue alot about me being childish and me being a snob, but at the end of the day he will still go with me in starbucks!

am i inlove? i dont know, i just know that i am happy and i have this stupid grin on my face every second of the day. i cant wait to check if i have a message on my cellphone. i cant wait till its log out because i know i will be seeing him. and i cant wait to get at home to talked to him on the phone even if i am with him a couple of minutes ago. now....am i in love?

9:01 PM