Saturday, February 03, 2007
to a friend who have hurt me before,
thank you for giving me the closure i was longing for. you just dont know what happened to us did to my ego, to my confidence and to my personality. i was so hurt that i felt more ugly. i thought it was the end of my heaven high esteem. but no it wasnt.
i learned alot from that experience. i learn how to love myself more. i learn how to see myself in the mirror and not thinking that i am never gonna be good enough for anyone. i was starting to see the light that i am lovable in my own way.
yes, its true that i felt betrayed. you betrayed my friendship and affection. but i already forgave you. i have already forgot what happened. the pain is no longer in my heart. what i have here is hope. hope that you will change and you will find the one that will make you happy. i hope you will find a person who will accept everything about you, just as i have accepted you. you are a very beautiful person, inside and out. i hope people will get to know you not just superficially but also skindeep, cause your heart is far more beautiful than your face.
i will borrow this line from my first love: "you will always be in my heart. i may marry and love another guy but there is a certain spot in my heart that will always be yours. you can stay there forever."
thank you for being a friend to me. and thank you for enlightening things to me. thank you for letting me grow up. you will always have my best interest.
3:37 PM