Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I’m a bit scared for my family because of the AH1N1 scare. Though I know that Bea has all her vaccines, still I can’t help but worry for them. Maybe this is how it is being a mom, or being wife.
Hubby and I are supposed to go to my cousin who is a doctor to get flu vaccine. Unfortunately it rained pretty hard. Hubby is a bit scared of injection so I was teasing him if he wanted to have the shot at his butt. Hehehehehe!
10:16 AM
I’m a bit scared for my family because of the AH1N1 scare. Though I know that Bea has all her vaccines, still I can’t help but worry for them. Maybe this is how it is being a mom, or being wife.
Hubby and I are supposed to go to my cousin who is a doctor to get flu vaccine. Unfortunately it rained pretty hard. Hubby is a bit scared of injection so I was teasing him if he wanted to have the shot at his butt. Hehehehehe!
10:16 AM
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Being bored makes me reread books and compare people in my life with the characters of what I read. I feel that I am Bella in The Twilight Saga, and my special friend would be Jacob, unfortunately there are many Edwards in my life.
My first Edward hurt me when he got married and yet his actions is telling me that he love me more than his bride-to-be. My Jacob was there to catch me when I needed to collect myself together. He made me forget how it is like being bruised and hurt from your first love.
Then, I met my second and last Edward, he broke my heart in a way that is hard to heal, again my Jacob was there to save me from insanity. I should have not love Edward from the start and have glued to my Jacob instead. But being Bella that I was, I returned to my Edward I endured the pain of becoming who he is, transforming into someone that fits perfectly into his world. But the pain was nothing compared to being with him forever. I have also endangered my life to have my Renesmee in my life.
I am so Bella in so many ways. The only difference was Jacob didn’t stayed by my side. He has to go and find a new life apart from me. My forever best friend and soulmate needs to find a life of his own, with his kind. Knowing that I am safe with Edward he left and said goodbye. From the last time I heard of him, my Jacob is getting married and going somewhere out of the country. I wish I was Bella in more ways than it is. I wish I could always be with my Jacob just like in the novel. I wouldn’t mind him imprinting on my Renesmee just as long as he would stay……
11:13 PM
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
my telenovela
As a married woman and a mother I am now seeing the world clearly now. It took me an unprepared parenthood and unplanned marriage to fully understand what the world is telling me.
I used to be so idealistic about life and what it would bring. I can compare my life to all the Asian telenovelas I have watched. Life is simple to live but hard to understand, yes the irony. I am like the heroine in a Filipino series, a simple, hardheaded girl who is trying to make her way out of this crazy and unfeeling world. Then I ended up being torn between two guys. The first one is the perfect kind-hearted guy who would always protect you and be your knight in shining armor. The second one is a pig who thinks he is better than anyone else but who is willing to give up everything for the love of his life and who will love her to destruction.
If you will be asking me whom I choose of course, I should have the first guy right? But just like the drama series, I ended up with guy number two. No matter how our minds would want us to choose guy one, we still head for guy two. For guy to is an addiction to us, the thrill of being with someone so bad for your health yet you keep on wanting him more. The more it gets worse the more you wanted to be with him. It’s like narcotics to your blood, like tattoo to your skin. As the pain grows stronger the more you feel ecstacy.
1:12 AM