I did have a lovelife before, but I never spend a romantic Valentine night. It could have been you, but because you have a change of heart it will never happen. For four years, four long years I have fantasized that you will be my Valentine date, but it never happened. When a romantic season like this is fast approaching I wanted to think that I am not the only person bitterly cracking how stupid and armless I am when it comes to the memories of the past, but when I am seeing happy couples dating on this Darn Valentine's Day...I end up saying it was only me alone.

I received some invitations for date, though I wanted to go I am not sure whether I can go. Its not that my mom wont allow me to but I am afraid that I may not be able to enjoy the night. I know that your memories will still haunt me...

Nal is both right and wrong. She assessed that I am still bitterly inlove with you. She is right when she said that I am still bitter. I have forgotten how is it being inlove with you, but the pain is still here... lingering in my heart.

If that someone meant to be for me is reading this crap... Ano ka ba? Bakit ang tagal mong dumating?!! Sa totoo lang naiinip na ako! Why are you letting me get hurt over and over again by the only person I deeply heart? Na sa isang ngiti lang eh hulog na naman ako! ( I shook my head)

Siguro nagkakaganito lang ako dahil malapit na ang Valentine's Day, it usually happens every year...every year since the first year I fell in and out of love with you. Your nickname Mr. Disaster really suites you. You have brought a big disaster in my heart.